爱与不爱 ~between the sex~

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曾经，因为你让我差点陷入爱情漩涡。。
我不愿放弃，却又默默允许，
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提。。。

当时间慢慢流逝，当我不再想起你，
当我以为自己经已经忘记你，
忘记那些让你难为的回忆。。
忘记那些当年天真的想法。。

你却又回来了，闯进我那已平静的生活。。
闯进我那已渐渐消失的爱恋。。。
为什么？为什么当我好不容易忘记你时，
你又出现？当年你那不告而别，对我的伤害有多大，
你根本不明了。。

或许，是自己的自作多情，从一开始，
你就表明了我们之间的不可能，
是我自己愚昧，一再的执著那已不可能的爱情。。

because of you, i fall in your trap...
i wont give up, but what can i do...
i like you, but wont said it any more..
a deeper hurt, just need have it once time enough...

why.. why u still want appear in my heart when i thought i have forgot you...
you know because of it it make my heart started getting a small hurt...
we know we are impossible between each other..
but did you know, you're very self fish..
you only care your life, your work, your partner...

what i mean for you actually??
i know we are impossible.. but can you don't let me feel that we are only stranger in each other heart...
i wont want too much... a concern sentence, a hug... its enough..

when the night falls, and your all alone, in your deepest sleep what are you dreaming of, my skins still burning from your touch. but i wont ask for much...u know why... u always very scared when i touch you like a couple touch... can u please don't worry about it?

i know we are impossible... i know you have her...
please... i wont have the action like before... a childish action...
i will wish you when you get married...i wont beg you break up with her anymore...

i just want a hug... is it like that only you also can't give me??