A happy or Sad Saturday

Back to hometown....
Think to do a gathering with relative...
So go to KTV with my dear sister and cousins...
Is a happy starting...
But is a sad ending...

Has been told parent that we will go there and about 2 hours to finish the gather...
How ever...the phone was ringing when left 15min to finish the gather..
Yup... as we know... is parent call us to go back...
Huh~~ a happy gathering was game over when reach home....

Cousin fetch us go back, but daddy was scold them and warning them wont invite us go out anymore...
What the hell?? Is a normal gather... yes.. we know we are late to reach home...
A good girl should do like a Cinderella need to reach home before 12am...
But we wont a Cinderella...why wont trust us...
I working at Penang... so i can getting more freedom compare with my sister...

But my pity sister... she was a no leg bird...
Sometime i also feel pity because the solemnity family...
I'm a girl who like freedom... so i was leave my house after finish the secondary school...
My pity sister was scared until can't said anything...
This is what i don't to see...

We know our limit... so we always be a good daughters in home....
But only first time more late reach home and getting scold...
We know that parent were worry...
But there never try to trust us... and also no trust my cousin..this is what i more disappointed...

Sigh...what i can do? I will be a good daughter when back hometown...
Stay at home don't go out any where...
But please.... I'm already is a adult... i know what should i do...
I wont be a bad girl.. But i want freedom...

My Redang Trip

今年的公司年假，到了曾经由Sammi郑秀文与任贤齐主演的‘夏日莫莫茶’开始了三天两夜游。。
搭着晚班车到达码头，再搭快艇到达岛上。。。

吹着热热黏黏的海风，就这样开始了我的冒险旅程。。。
白白细细的沙滩，清澈见底的海洋。。。天与海连成一线。。。
多久没如此轻松写意的生活了。。

沙滩上到处都可见到穿着比基尼的火热美女，当然，我也不弱人后，
穿上刚买的泳衣，不知别人感觉如何，自己倒是感觉还不错。。

心，宁静下来了，好好享受着阳光的洗礼，
海风吹来的感觉，让我顿时‘爽’到爆。。。

是时候出海浮潜了，穿上必备的救生衣，带着刚租回来的浮潜眼镜，
就这样胆粗粗的下海了，到了两次不同地方的深海，一次由国家保护的海洋。。。
过顶的深海，让初时的我感到心惊胆跳，慢慢的摸索后，终于顺利的进行。。

海底是另一个世外桃园，耳里传来水声，看着鱼儿在海洋里自由窜行在珊瑚之中，
各色各样的珊瑚，奇形怪状的海底生物。。。幻想着自己是条鱼，
与同伴们在海里嬉戏。。心，感到无比的心静。。

短短两天行程，让一向爱白的我，黑了一大圈，
其实自己也并非特别喜欢皮肤白白的样子，
可身边的朋友总说一白遮三丑。。让一向不注意自己肤色的我，
也渐渐的受影响了。。现在麦可色的皮肤，让自己觉得比较青春洋溢了。。

与世无争的生活，是现代社会无法享受的。。。
多希望能继续下去，可惜，
终究需回到现实社会，
所以我回来了，带着梦想，等待着时机再次到来，
朝另个世界出发。。。。

Only Miss

I miss you..
Not because you like me..
Not because you are prince...
I... just miss you...

In the other side of world...
Are you all thing be fine?
Are your life going smooth?
I... just miss you...

Hehe...Maybe I too free... too boring...
So I miss you...
Miss you talking with me,
Miss you laugh together with me...

You know, Not only you like my smile...
I also like your smile too..
Next time when chat with me...
Remember smile more...

I will always be fine here and waiting prince to found me some day...
Like the song of Taylor Swift "Love Story"
Romeo and Julie will meet together one day.

*July*

2010年的第七个月，在燥热可又下了点绵绵细雨的午夜开始了。。
宁静的夜晚，窗外虫鸣声，像首催眠曲，让我的心，多了一份恬静。。
失眠了，久未有的感觉，又渐渐浮上来了，

第七个月了，想想自己做了些什么事。。
没有，记忆中，好像没有什么值得庆祝一番的事。。
开心的三月？兴奋的四月？惊吓的五月？还是伤心的六月？
这一切一切，让思想比同年一般成熟的我，脑袋依然一片空白。。

最近，几个朋友失恋了。。
唉，伤心的情绪，好像也传染给我了，
在城市打工的上班族，又或者从小在城市长大的人们，
是否会向往犹如世外桃园的乡下生活呢？
从小在乡下生活的我，不知为何，依然非常向往平静的生活呢。。
可能从小平静惯了，现在，只要有任何的风吹雨打。。
都会让我想蹦回那温暖的避风港呢..

是自己太没用了吗？
还是城市压迫的生活让我这乡下妹喘得透不过气来。。
算了吧，挨一挨就过去了。。。

在爱情的领域里，或许我不是个专业的爱情导师，
但自己当然有自己的个人看法及感想。。
试问人世间情为何物，直教人生死相许。。
呵呵。。猪八戒天篷元帅的口头禅呢。。

每段感情的开始，是谎言的开始，是无言的结局，还是细水长流，天长地久。。
爱情故事的发展，应该是一对情侣创造出来的故事，而不是跟着故事内容走吧。。
故事内容里，是开心的，伤心的，甜甜的，还是酸酸的。。
一篇故事里，如果没经过这些的话，那这故事还有什么意义？
不看也罢吧！呵呵，太极端了哼。。。

我就是我，不需为任何人而做出改变，
我就是可爱，可是天生的，不是装出来的，
我就是性感，怎样？叫警察捉我啊，苯！
我就长得高，天生的模特儿身材，不高兴？去骂我妈啊，蠢！
我就是爱大声笑，天生粗鲁，怎样？
我就我，不要用你那曲弯的尺来衡量我的生存价值。。